You and I are... like oil and water.and we've been trying
I
've been....
Smiling... with anchors on my shoulders. and I’ve been dying
... to let them go

Babe, this wouldn’t be the first time. It will not be the last time. There is no parasol that could shelter this weather

im listening to Stereophonics' version of Nothing Compares To You (originally done by Sinead O'Connor) and im getting goosebumps all over.

i remembered highschool and ms. roman.

this is a popular tango written and composed by Carlos Gardel and Alfred La Pena


this song was also used in the film Schindler's list.
i looked up the english translation of the song and i found this:


Losing by a head of a noble horse 
who slackens just down the stretch 
and when it comes back it seems to say: 
don't forget brother, 
You know, you shouldn't bet. 

Losing by a head, instant violent love 
of that flirtatious and cheerful woman 
who, swearing with a smile 
a love she's lying about, 
burns in a blaze all my love. 

Losing by a head 
there was all that madness; 
her mouth in a kiss 
wipes out the sadness, 
it soothes the bitterness. 

Losing by a head 
if she forgets me, 
no matter to lose 
my life a thousand times; 
what to live for? 

Many deceptions, loosing by a head... 
I swore a thousand times not to insist again 
but if a look sways me on passing by 
her lips of fire, I want to kiss once more. 

Enough of race tracks, no more gambling, 
a photo-finish I'm not watching again, 
but if a pony looks like a sure thing on Sunday, 
I'll bet everything again, what can I do?

brilliant.

and if your baby's going crazy..that's how you made me....

ako 'to. haha.. umupo ako sa harap ng gargantuan mirror sa kwarto and started sketching away.
full body sketch pero i just took a picture of the face because....just because!
it took me approx 13 minutes to finish it with little details (especially with the body). im still stuggling with the lighting and shading.
high five to me.



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POPSIE ren! haburdey to you!love you
  *i kiss you to your death*


pakasal ka na. marrying age ka na!

i'm dancing to pu3ska's 'sirang romantiko'... i've never had a happy morning like this since...my birthday. the only thing missing -a fag in my hand. i'm flailing my arms to the heavens. im wearing my favorite boxers. i'm high on boredom.

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please pray for jules rodriguez' safety. pretty please.

our days are numbered.
karen has carl.
belly and rain has work.

don't leave me behind. im still your baby.

got home earlier than expected. no beach. no nothing. i came home to study for alge but i haven't opened my notes since i got home. lazy lazy lazy woman.

i'd like to think i'd have a hell of a good time this summer but so far it has been blah...





i'm thinking driving a car.or driving someone mad. or a tattoo on my back (it's been soooo long, why tarry?). maybe a new hobby or a new hubby. a new hairstyle. im thinking guitars or a bonfire on a beach. im thinking...just thinking.


strings that tie to you.

im leaving for tarlac/ pangasinan in a few hours. i brought along with me my alge102 notes. (as if makakapag aral ako). im going to freeze my karma points. haha.

rein, rentao and belly, i love you to pieces! thank you for listening, thank you for the good time! thank you, im P300++ poorer. hahahaha.
ren, sayang wala ka sa timezone, literally nagwawala na kami...

si rein, certified drifter na at magsstar sa next fast and furious movie,
si belly, next popstar, pwede rin pornstar and will be called 'Lady Gago'.by the waay, i'm volunteering as a back-up dancer/singer/ groupie.
ako, next...basketball star? 118 points man! beat that! :)

guys wag muna kayo mag trabaho, kawawa naman ako! wala na ko kasama lumabas... :(

belly, next paycheck, crustacia. HAHAHAHA.

The state i want to be in:

"There is a place where time stands still. Raindrops hang motionless in air. Pendulums of clocks float mid- swing.  Dogs raise their muzzles in silent howls. Pedestrians are frozen on the streets, their legs cocked as if held by strings. The aromas of dates, mangoes, coriander, cumin are suspended in space.

As a traveler approaches this place from any direction, he moves more and more slowly. His heartbeat grows farther apart, his breathing slackens, his temperature drops, his thoughts diminish, until he reaches dead center and stops. For this is the center of time. From this place, time travels outward in concentric circles-at rest at the center, slowly picking up speed at great diameters.

...And so at the place where time stands still, one sees lovers kissing in the shadows of buildings, in a frozen embrace that will never let go. The loved one will never let go. The loved one will never take his arm from where they are now, will never give back the bracelet of memories, will never journey far from his lover, will never place himself in danger in self-sacrifice, will never fail to show his love, will never become jealous, will never fall in love with someone else, will never lose his passion of this instant time.

...Some say it is best not to go near the center of time. Life is a vessel of sadness, but it is noble to live life, without time there is no life. Others disagree. They would rather have an eternity of contentment, even if that eternity were fixed and frozen, like a butterfly in a mounted case".


- Alan Lightman, Einstein's Dreams